anyone hate themselves so bad they dismiss every idea without even a finished sentence? how do you tell what sucks and what you might only assume sucks. if i write it all i think all i write is shit. i know i have to write, i know, but i can't. advice? i'm trying to expose the worst in me with out it being about a drugged out mental patient afraid to leave his tulsa home. that's boreing, but real, but i want what i'm ashamed of. i know noone. anyone that has advice, simiular problems or would send material without worrying i'll put my name on it, hate mail, something. i need inspiration from anyone who writes or reads or knows math, someone besides oklahoma. help-sams7875@aol.com or at least loan me again long enough to make some material-sam,.