Richard, you're beautiful. I mean nothing sexual by that, because I think sex has nothing to do with beauty. You're a man. I'm a (heterosexual) man. Big fucking deal. You have, thus far, aged very well. You are slightly younger than my uncle who turned me on to many great records... Your life is not over, even if you say it is. You got to be crazy! You're not as old as you think you are. My dad also thinks he's old. Fuck that shit. You are you. Dont waste any time. Make that album you want to make!